This past week for me has been extremly hard. I have moved up to Forrest City, NC for the next two months to play baseball and to do SOMETHING for God. I don't know what it is yet and I have allready done some small things but I know that there is something more he wants me to do. I have found it unbelievably difficult to stay on the right path since being up here. I am loosing sight of my faith around every corner and continuing to give in to temptation. I HATE IT! I become FURIOUS when I realize what I have done and I want to fix it. I want this to stop right now! So that it was I plan to do. Every time that I give into temptation and every time I sin it is a slap in the face to God who has blessed me so much more than I could even possibly deserve. So please pray for me and please give any advice or any Bible verse I should read to help me. I want to be God's servant...unwavering, loyal, and constant...his servant and not fall into the traps that are being set before me.
